I really don't know...

"I don't know,
I don't know,
I really don't ", I screamed.
Screamed at his face.
He stood there frozen,
Silent and like a statue.
He cried.
His sullen face,
I still remember.
How can I forget that?
That innocent face,
That smile,
Which will make anyone cheerful,
That eyes,
That were truthful.
Everything about you,
Everything,
Is still very unclear.
I really don't get
How we met;
I really don't understand
whether I'm right for you;
I really don't get anything.
Anything!
I'm confused.
I'm frustrated.
I'm doubtful,
Of what, where, when and how.
Questions run in my mind,
But no answer I find.
I'm straining to remember something,
Anything,
But of no use.
I don't remember anything.
What am I supposed to do?
You tell me we are married,
You tell me we loved each other madly,
You show me pictures of us,
Everyone around me tell the same as you tell,
But I don't remember.
Why?
This accident?
Did I lose my memory?
Did I forget everything?
Why am I not able to recognise you?
And why are you being so nice to me?
On the initial days at the hospital,
I called you a liar,
I told you're using the situation because you love me,
But I realise,
I was wrong.
Wrong in every way.
Wrong in not listening to what you told.
Wrong in shouting at you for no reason.
Wrong for treating you so badly.
Wrong for hurting you with my words.
I'm lucky,
I really am,
To have you in my life.
I still don't remember what happened in my past,
But I have decided to live my future with you.
I will be happy,
We will happy,
As you said we were before.
~Aarthi.N